Interesting Site to visit...

http://jll-ms.blogspot.com/

The END

Just wanna close this blog saying I'll miss everyone in HDB...

You guys rockz...

I'd leave the board as I'm a misfit... nothing big a deal...

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Closure with my R/S

To all my brothers out there...

Had always promised to you guys I'll buck up in my relationship life... sorry I had never... even till now, I realised I never learnt my lesson... I am trying hard and will kept trying...

My relationships have always been a failure... and with my up-coming career challenges, I really need to put a closure to things... And this is how...

I'd decided to walk... and walk alone... let me explain...

Going into a relationship is like taking a bus ride... You have a destination to be at with a time frame in mind
You hop on a bus and wish that the bus will bring you there... committing with the steep bus fares...

half-way thru, you realised that the bus isn't going to reach on time or not comfortable or even not heading to the right destination...
SoOo you stop and wait for another bus, that might never come? or you stay on the ride and prays it will reach eventually...

I'm talking a stroll... and giving up on the buses... I know this is harder and more demanding without a set of wheels... but I really lost faith in SMRT and SBS and Transit... I rather crawl and take forever... Reason? Cuz I know I'll be control... and I know eventually... I WILL GET THERE... hopefully before 35...

"Love is not "because of"... BUT "despite of"...

My working life-to-be

I'll be ending this blog very soon...

I'd offically tendered and will be leaving the govt soon... for better or worst... thru sickness and health...

I'll miss all my frens and buddies... but the system is killing me softly...

Every morning, I look into the mirror and couldn't recognise myself... Who am I?Every night, I walk into the shower thinking... what have I achieved today... I can't say I'd not achieved anything, but the things I'd learnt isn't what I value in life. In fact, the only thing I'd learn and felt rewarded, from the very smart pple in the govt, is the ability to do things under all the rules & regulations... knowing which line to stretch and which are the land mines... BUT this is also the exact thing that changed me to a diff person...

My mom used to remind me to be careful... when I hit rock bottom then I'll know...
My reply to her was... Even if I reached a rock bottom I'll break the rock...
In my life there is no impossible and restrictions... cuz my life is just 35 yrs long... i dun wanna waste it... I want.. to...

JUST DO IT~!

Happy Birthday to myself...

Well what a birthday... as always... it wasn't that great... hate birthdays...

I went to work... received a cake from Mic... shared it with my workmates... had ya kun with Mic... and went for the Yishun for meeting... till 10.30pm... had dinner and and went home...

Haven't open my presents yet... never receive much but thank you all... the most "xin tong" gift is from my guy from gym... he rem... wow... and knowing that I go gym only on weekends, he gave me last saturday... thanks bro...

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And thank you all for the sms-es... understand that everyone is now on different paths and busy with diversed goals... the thoughts and efforts are very much appreciated...

Happy Birthday to me~!~!~!

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Taking it slow...

haha... suddenly kept having this song in my head... asking me to "take it slow... wooow take it slow..."

Anyway just a quick update... I'm so packed with work and useless meetings... even night meetings... its taking away my valuable time to do my own work...

Oh yah... I really need to thank all these super sweet brothers and sisters who remembered xiao di my "1st Cried"... well, just to keep everyone informed, I'll be having my birthday this year at work... and after that I'll be heading down to some Branch office for meeting... so basically, I'm wasted... I don't know many ppl in office actually remembers my birthday... or simply my birthday is nothing to them... Maybe I'll fall sick that day ? ha ha

Back to my story of "take it slow"... I think it is true... Having a few jobs wanting to hire me but they are soooo slow and reluctant to talk abt pay... I guess it is their tactics... anyway my counter tactic is to take it slow... play by ear loh...

Even relationship also... I'd realised, just like work, I'd been giving all my best at things... but nothing turns out great... and I'll be taken for granted... so I'm taking things slow... if it doesn't turn out good then... what to do? but I really felt wei qu doing all the work and putting all the efforts...

okie I wanna go shit le...

Born Loser...

hahaha
It's certain... I'm going to be a loser yet again...

~My theory~
A guy has only two things in mind... on one hand is girls and the other is $$$...

They are both of equal weightage... I guess most guys will agree on this... careers, cars and ego all ties right back with $$$ and girls...

I'd personally developed this stupid theory further... guys with money get all the breaks... meaning that they get all the good luck for career and girls etc...
When you have $$$ you go to better school, get better network, find better jobs... then your $$$ grows and eventually you'll have the time to find yourself a better girl, if you dun have one to start with...

simply implies that a guy without money gets NOTHING...

I think I'm losing my focus here... HmMm let me crystallise my tots.... ..... .... okie...

My point is that I'm going to be a loser cuz I'll be unemployed, being unemployed I'll get poorer... and that's the end of me, yet the beginning of me as a loser...

As a consolation, I still have K'...
Although my baby and I will not last long... the time together is wonderful and memoriable...

Should upload some pictures of us soon .... .... :>